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Dean WinchesterXReader-The Monster I Fear(Part 2)

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The corridor was narrow, cold and most of all dark. You couldn’t even see your frosted breath leave your mouth in front of you. You were lost for sure and had no idea where you were. You knew you were dreaming, but your dreams always felt so real. It terrified you to say the least. You found a door finally, reaching for the door knob and turning it slowly. The door creaked too loudly for your own liking. The room looked dull, green peeling wall paper, old fashioned flower covered bed sheets displayed neatly on a bed and a desk with the only small lamp illuminating the room. But a man sat in the chair facing away from you tapping on the wooden desk in a rhythm of a heartbeat that mimicked yours. You walked into the room carefully hearing your feet move across the wooden floor boards. A loud slam echoed behind you making you turn quickly. The door to the room had shut. You ran back over trying to open the door but to your dismay, it was locked leaving you in the room with whoever was at the desk.
“It’s just you and me now sweetheart.” You knew that voice anywhere, Dean. You turned slowly around seeing him still sitting in the chair. Your hand was still gripped to the door handle tightly praying it would open so you could run far and fast, just to get away from your monster of a boyfriend.
“Wake up wake up.” You begged quietly to yourself banging your head on the door.
“Not just yet Y/n we’ve got a lot to talk about.” Dean said chirpily standing up and leaning on the desk facing you. He looked like the Dean you knew, the hair, the smile, his stance, but his eyes, the seemed darker and crueller. It sent a shiver down your spine.
“Oh so we’re gonna talk this time? I mean all the other times I’ve dreamt about you you’ve tried to kill me and succeeded pretty much every time.” You snapped back folding our arms. He chuckled to himself.
“Well you ran away from me Y/n, which kinda hurt my feelings.” He told standing up straight taking a couple of steps towards you.
“What was I supposed to do? Stay? You hurt me Dean.” You replied feeling the tears start to fill your eyes.
“I didn’t mean to now did I?” You shook your head in disgust.
“You know what; you’re not the real Dean. You’re just in my head, I’m just dreaming.” You murmured rubbing your eyes clearing them of the tears threatening to fall.
“But I’m the way you see Dean, it’s the way you imagine him being. Everything I do is because of you.” Dean spoke talking a few more steps towards you.
“Just stop right there!” You spat clenching your hands into fists. He put his hands up in defence backing away slowly.
“There’s no need to be afraid of me baby, I love you.” He smiled winking at you.
“Just shut up.” You groaned rolling your eyes.
“What I love you; you’re the only thing I think about, the only thing getting me through the day.” He spoke honestly. For a moment you could believe him, but you remembered where you were.
“You can just shut your cake hole. You’re not the real Dean so don’t try and play your stupid tricks on me!” You raised your voice with every word.
“You know, deep down he knows you are just a dead weight. You pull him down, make him weak and he knows it. Sooner or later he’s just gonna leave you all alone. Or just kill you, I mean, that’s all you’re dreaming about lately isn’t it?” He announced almost too casually.
“Shut your mouth or I’ll shut it for you.” You threatened feeling your breath became uneasy from anger. All he did was let out a breathy laugh.
“I think him killing you is more of a likely chance. That mark, it’s changing him into… Something else. Something that will eventually get you killed. You know he’s gonna do it, you know it’s going to be by his hand!” He exclaimed making you flinch backwards.
“I am not listening to a word you say.” You muttered feeling your breath get caught in your throat.
“Then how come you’re crying?” He asked smirking darkly at you. You wiped your cheeks quickly realising you let some tears slip. He started to take some steps towards you but you couldn’t speak, couldn’t tell him to back off. You backed into the door with him inches away from your face. You whimpered in complete terror closing your eyes.
“He’s gonna kill you Y/n. You just wait.” Dean smirked speaking closely to your face that you could feel his breath hit your tear stained cheek. You felt a hand grasp your throat tightly but not tight enough to stop your breathing. You opened your eyes to face not Dean’s green eyes but pitch black orbs staring down at you.
“Please.” You sobbed trying to turn away but the grip tightened making you turn back to him.
“Leave her alone.” You heard a gravelly voice say from behind Dean. Dean turned giving you full vision of your trench coat wearing guardian angel.
“Oh look who it is. How’s that big ongoing battle with Metatron going?” Dean questioned bringing his attention towards Cas. That was your chance. You quickly slipped away from Dean and ran to Cas grabbing his arm for comfort.
“Cas make me wake up please.” You begged looking away from Dean. Cas touched your forehead and everything went black.

You suddenly awoke from your dream grabbing your gun in instinct and aiming it up towards the window in front of you. No one was around, not even Cas. You unlocked the car door breathing deeply. The sun beamed into your eyes, your vision blurry from the sudden amount of light. It must have been early morning, the sun was low but shining a warm heat onto your bear arms.
“Cas.” You called once leaning on the Impala.
“Y/n you are safe now.” Cas spoke beside you. You let out a deep breath of relief.
“Dean prayed for me and told me to find you. He told me what happened. You need to understand his intentions were not to hurt you-”
“I know Cas I don’t need a lecture from you right now!” You snapped.
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean that.” You quickly told touching your eye.
“Would you like me to heal your eye?” Cas asked stepping closer to you. You nodded closing your eye as Cas placed his fingers on your black eye. When his fingers left your eye the pain was gone and you felt normal again.  
“Thanks Cas.” You began smiling.
“But haven’t you got more pressing matters at the moment?” You questioned wrapping your arms around yourself.
“I needed to know you were safe.” Cas stated observing you.
“Um ok Cas…” You replied slowly watching Cas.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” You asked pushing your body off the Impala.
“How have you been feeling lately?”
“Fine I suppose, well, the nightmares are getting a bit annoying and messing up my sleep pattern but apart from that everything is okay… Why? Should I be worrying about something?” You started to feel anxious by the way Cas was looking at you.
“We should get you to Dean and Sam.” Cas told completely ignoring your question. He went to touch your forehead but you swiped him away.
“I can’t just leave the car here, Dean will kill me, I’ll just drive back I’m fine. You should just go; you have more pressing matters at the moment!” You argued climbing in the driver’s seat. Out of the corner of your eye you saw a figure in the passenger seat making you flinch. You turned to see Cas staring at you.
“Cas don’t do that!” You snapped starting up the car. He didn’t respond but was watching you worriedly. You didn’t ask why, you were too tired too.  You drove in silence not bothering to look at the annoying angel beside you.
“Look Cas are you going to tell me what’s wrong or are you just going to stare at me?” You asked looking at him. He kept his eyes focused on the road.
“Fine.” You breathed frustrated looking back at the road gripping the steering wheel in frustration. Sudden nausea took over you. You felt that horrible feeling climbing in your throat forcing you to pull over. You quickly got out of the car just in time for the bile to spew from your mouth onto the side of the road. You bent over clenching your eyes shut as you threw up what felt like your insides. After the feeling started to pass you coughed and spat out the remaining saliva in your mouth trying to escape the taste. You tried to recover steady breaths by breathing through your nose and out your mouth, it always worked you thought. You turned your head slightly seeing Cas standing over you.
“I think I need to eat something or lie down. I’m just stressed.” You said to yourself standing up straight slowly trying to recover your posture. You looked at Cas to see him watching you with a worried look.
“Right what is it Cas? What aren’t you telling me?” You asked demanding the truth.  Cas stuttered his words looking down at the ground.
“Cas!” You shouted bringing his attention back to you.
“You’re with child Y/n.”
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Kiulanini's avatar
If he had told me that like Gabriel told Mary(YO GIRL YOU'RE TOTALLY PREGNANT) that would be awesome.